walking in the dark

funny why some people still hold on to the things that hurts them. we have choices. a step forward, a step backward or just be on that spot. keeping yourself on that same spot means, the thing you’re not giving up is everything you ever wanted!

is it torture?i guess not. its our choice. we may be hurting but its the thing that we believe would give us happiness.

or is it karma? maybe. we hurt because we hurt someone else.

love is complicated and has become an addiction. because no matter how much it hurts us, we still fall in love over and over again..

during school days, going to the mall relaxes me. watch a movie after an exam, window shopping during a weekend when im not scheduled to go home, meet friends, or simply just to waste time.

but now its not fun anymore. a stroll in the mall stresses me. i don’t know. it’s just that i always see lovers in the mall. go figure jo! im still not okay.

but hey!if love doesn’t work for me, at least for others right?