walking in the dark

for almost two months i have not heard from him. was he just simply busy? have he simply forgotten about me? has he simply moved on?

endless questions haunt my mind everyday and his memories, too. i can’t simply forget about it. i could not simply forget about him..

i’ve been denying it hoping it would help me move on. but damn, my denial got it worst and so i cried again. i just love him TOO MUCH!

desperation, too much expectation and guilt - these made moving on next to impossible and i could not free myself from it..

he’s keeping his silence. i am, too. i just hope it would bring us to somewhere..